here are some pictures of the Library of Congress from when I went way back in May. I loved it there, it is officially my favorite place on Earth.

I hardly ever update this! I suppose it's not like I don't have things to say, but I just don't have a need to keep them around I guess. Anyway, right now my head feels like it's full off cotton. All the little cogs slowly ticking along without much motivation. Which is actually ridiculous, I got a lot done today. Right now I am taking a break, because the reason my metaphoric brain-cogs are working at minimum capacity is because I barely slept last night.

That's alright, I barely slept because Erin and Marley were spending the night. We stayed up to 3 and Marley had to go to work at 8:30 this morning. I was more dead this morning, and now am on something like a cottony-cloud like caffeine high. It's not very pleasant.

Speaking of Marley, she is like only one of the Best People on the Entire Planet because she's making me my cane when I couldn't today. Thank you, I love you.

In other news. So much accomplishment today, and I am very satisfied. YASUMICON THIS WEEKEND. YEEEEAH. Jacob will be down, too! I'm so happy, I missed my beau. I am so excited and if I had more energy for it, the excitement would be leaking out of my orifices in a gelatinous ranibow-coloured discharge. Very delicious.

Hopefully it won't be as wet as Supercon. I loved Supercon though. We'll see. Gonna go....read some Star Trek AWESOMENESS I AM OBSESSED YES IT'S GREAT and then probably make sure I have everything together for tomorrow. We're not leaving as early as we were expected to, which means I have time to pack.

Longer than I intended.

that everyone was doing it, so I figured I would too. However, I probably could have told you this myself. Derp.

Your dating personality profile: Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.

Your date match profile: Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Adventurous 3. Stylish 4. Wealthy/Ambitious 5. Athletic 6. Sensual 7. Liberal 8. Intellectual 9. Big-Hearted 10. Funny

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Practical 3. Athletic 4. Adventurous 5. Big-Hearted 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Stylish 8. Conservative 9. Funny 10. Intellectual

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

Also, holy shit what a gross wall of html!

I feel like I'm so full of emotion I just want to explode.

I always wish someone would be there for me but I never let them.

Gosh I hardly ever update this thing. Lots of stuff just happened and finished in my life. Jacon and then my awesome birthday trip to Washington D.C. Between then and now I've become really apathetic to someone and fell in love with D.C. Both things aren't so great, actually.

Anyway, so it's summer. I've graduated from the devil that is high school. I've got like...maybe four weeks until I have to start in college! Yaay~ Right now I am playing Fable II and Fallout 3 (of course I'm playing Fallout, I mean D.C. was EXACTLY THE SAME as it is).

My laptop is so lame. The freaking power cable/charger died and it CANNOT live without it. I hate it so much. I need a new one. I want a macbook, actually. They're so pretty and user-friendly and I don't ever have to fix a fucking error again in the bios because THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN TO MACS. I don't need the same pretty shiny, silver one that Erin and Brian have. A nice plain old white one works for me. They're only a thousand dollars, which is awesome. A lot more affordable than the type of Windows computer I'd want.

I need to have a birthday party before this weekend, which should be busy too. This weekend happens to be Supercon. I wanted to go but....everyone else seems to be SO FREAKING CHEAP lately it's ridiculous and say they don't want to go. And that very Saturday is the art show held by Christina that I wanna go to. Sooo, idk. I guess the party will be Friday? I think that's a BAD IDEA because we're going to stay up all night playing video games. YET, I have no idea what hours Giselle and Brian are working so, FUCKFUKCKKAKDK.

BUH. I need to unload/load the dishwasher and walk the dogs. OH! My foot injury has returned. My foot is all swollen again where I hurt it and has this dull throbbing pain going on. I guess it makes sense, I technically haven't been off my feet in the past three weeks since I got it. My dad says it's a fallen arch. My mom wants me to go to the doctors. Sucks and hurts.

so now I twitter. whoa, wtf, jumpin' on the fad train. tomorrow we're heading to the swap shop. didn't get to see Star Trek today because I spent the morning throwing up my guts. this Sunday is mother's day, wooo, and I am going to make mi madre breakfast. hopefully, tomorrow we can have a "cosplay party" (aka get together and work on our cosplays collaboratively).

on Thursday (yesterday) I took my only AP of this year-- English Literature and Comprehension. I'm pretty sure I aced it, surprisingly. only have, wait for it.....wait for it....NINE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT. thank you, thank you, hold your applause. just after that is Jacon (FUCK YEAH) and then after that my birthday Washington DC trip (FUCK FUCK YEAH) also my birthday (FUCK FUCK YEAH YEAH). if I said I was not excited I am a dirty liar.

right now I am enjoying a slow, quiet Friday night. watching some TV and then hittin' the hay early for the swap shop tomorrow.

ugh, I am so bored. like....I want to shoot myself in the face bored. I'm also experiencing some female pain and it SUCKS. like, it feels like my head is full of cotton but that cotton is actually hiding rocks which keep making my head THROB. I'm also very tired....and bitchy.

I've started reading again, though. so I am happy in that aspect. it's a new book, though, so it isn't progress in my infinite list of books unread. it's called The Time Traveler's Wife and is very good. the, don't want to put it down good. but I have and am going to have to. despite my feminine woes, I am going to try and take a bike ride today.

tomorrow, I am hoping I can do something with my friends. my social life has been drab as of late and it is getting to me. it sucks how easily I can revert to the life of a hermit on and off. I will not let it continue! even though I really just feel like curling up on my couch with tea and a book, that is TODAY not tomorrow. I will prevail!

Answer the questions, look up your answer on Urban Dictionary, pick the best (i.e. funniest, as we all know) definition.



-- Your name? Mallory
Inexplicable. Describes a woman who is mean, bitchy, rude, and stuck up, yet beautiful, caring, funny, and loveable, all at the same time. She is an object of desire, lust, and adoration by all men (and even some women), and that of envy, jealousy, and hate by most women. She is amazing, in all aspects of the word.
"Wow that bitch was mean as hell. I want her. She's such a fucking Mallory. I have to get her number!"
malory mallorie malorie; beautiful bitch amazing

-- Your age? 17
When you have more responsibility than at 16, but without all the fun of 18.
"How old are you?"

"17."

"Dude, that sucks..."
age awful middle wishing you were 18 worst year of your life
(it's not THAT bad....)

-- What should you be doing? sleeping
3. something you never get enough of once you hit the age of 15.
fairly obvious person:
wow, you like crap cheryl.
cheryl with the bags under her eyes: thanks. its because i never get enough sleep.
fairly obvious person: you should be sleeping now.
cheryl with the bags under her eyes: (she passed out.)
sleep crap bags under eyes stress lack of

-- Favorite color? Yellow
1. The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between orange and green.
2. A racist remark based on the skin color of Asians.
3. That song by Coldplay.
"Yellow" by Coldplay:

~Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.~

-- Birthplace? Georgia
(adj) when a creature's niche also includes the ability to stun or captivate prey with supernaturally beautiful or enthralling appearance.
This would be like the tiger in William Blake's poem "The Tyger": "Tyger, tyger, burning bright, in the forests of the night, what immortal hand or eye could frame thy fearful symmetry". A georgia creature tends to also frighten and intimidate as well as enthrall.

beauty tiger predator prey animal primeval

(okay, wtf? I had to put this because it's fucking weird)

-- Month of your birth? May
1. may is the month where teachers think that they can control a classroom but really nothing gets done and no one cares about their grades anymore. usually this happens because summer break is only 30 days away
"hooray i have math..."
"don't worry bro, its may, nothing gets done anymore"
may teachers work slacking classroom month

-- One of your nicknames? Mal (hate,hate,hate)
Mal:
(1) A man whore
(2) Someone who plays with women
'Your such a mal'
mal man whore plays women

Chuck Norris. Then nobody would mess with me.

a wtf picture I didn't even realize I took at the beach two weeks ago:

not much else has happened since the last time I've posted....except I've slept and it's Wednesday. oh! no, on Monday I got to go shopping so that happened....and yesterday had this stupid adventure to Big Lots I didn't need with my mom. other than that, pretty dang normal. OH except that it's only ONE FREAKING DAY UNTIL FRIDAY. that's pretty substantial I'd say. also I made this: http://listography.com/1884684529 and I really need to stop going there or I'll start making lists for lists or something. fuuuck. making lists is too much fun.

today Marley may come over to play Dead Space with me. I still have to clean my room completely, fold some towels, and un/load the dishwasher. tomorrow I shall pack. I'm bringing a lot. I think I may need more than one bag....which sucks. I'm bringing my purse, my bookbag for junk in the car, and then another bag for clothes/toiletries. too much! I also need to get money from my parents. my dad is being a dick about giving me money.

OH and there's been development on my college outlook. okay, so instead of going to Philadelphia this year for college I'm going to wait one or two semesters at Broward College so I can raise my likely hood of having more grant money. it's mostly because without the full award I don't qualify for right now, my parents and I can't afford for me to go to Chestnut Hill. so I'm stuck in Florida that much longer...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
that's basically my thought process right about. okay, no, it's more like how I am slowly losing the ability to type as I type but still there's pauses of nonsyllablic screaming in between. there's a couple reasons for this, it's not like I'm going crazy or anything. no, no, no. just extremely tired. I push myself to hard, way too hard. yesterday was EXTREME AWESOME and yet also tiring and then staying the night at Marley's and not sleeping (for me anyways) until five? yeah, does wonders to my body. then we got up and went to Tate's and hung out. I got to come home at three I think...and I wanted to sleep...but I didn't. I got a banana milkshake and signed online and talked to MORE people some of the SAME people I saw yesterday and yeah. I haven't slept yet. WAIT, that's wrong. I slept for maybe ten minutes and had the strangest dream due to it.

my laptop is officially dropped-on-the-floor-been-killed-dead. I kind of already knew it. I am SO apathetic towards that. I really hated that laptop. I would have thought it on purpose if not for how accidental it really was. oh well. maybe I'll be able to finally get a laptop that isn't a hand-me-down from ten years ago. it would be nice.

besides all this awesomeness and laptop-death there isn't much else in my future until Friday (AHHHHHHHHHHHOMGAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!). tomorrow Marley might come over. then the rest of the week is me being lazy and accomplishing chores to achieve the quest Ultimate Universal Trip. UGH that was pretty dorky. I apologize. anyway, so, I'm actually super excited by that because NOTHING means I can do NOTHING and be LAAAZY. except probably not, knowing my friends, they'll probably figure something for us to do. NO COMPLAINTS HERE, KAY?

I am so tired. I am going to go to bed really soon. I need it. like making myself wait is going to make this sleep amazing. or so I hope. I think I had more to say........ugh, I dunno. I hate talking about myself!

it's amazing how when I want to make up my mind and do something there's always SOMEONE who's like: no, do it this way. specifically, my parents this time around about me going to Philly for college. UGH. all I can do is argue with them as they make up these horror stories that will happen to me when I'm away and all I can say is, for my reason as to why I want to go, 'I want to go!' and saying that just makes me feel like I really don't have a reason. but I DO! I want to go there, isn't that enough?

fuck, my parents are going to spend the entire weekend harping on me about this, trying to get me to go to college here in Florida or--god forbid--Georgia. IT SUCKS.

in good much more better related to my parents news, I AM GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! for going to Universal. in that MY MOM TALKS ABOUT IT LIKE IT'S A SURE THING TO HAPPEN AND BOUGHT ME AN OUTFIT TO WHERE WHEN WE GO.

so I probably have a ton of things here to say---actually, yeah I do have a ton of things here to say. I've found myself rather incapable of actually writing these things down as of late, if that wasn't already readily apparent. sorry, I'm in the habit of clarifying.

anyways, so, I guess I'll give it a go....yet at the same time don't really want to. see what I put myself through when I'm bored? dag, yo. okay, let's get started. BEST NEWS FIRST, PLEASE, ALL BAD NEWS SEGREGATED TO THE BACK OF THE BUS.

EXCITING is that next week is the much ill-fated and long-awaited UNIVERSAL TRIP OF SUPER AWESOMENESS. I think it has some other name, you'd have to ask Marley, but either way it is equivalent to my apt nickname. there is a shitload of people going and when I say a shitload, I freaking mean a shitload. let's count, shalt we? I, Marley, Erin, Brian, Giselle, DJ, Simi, Simi's hubby, and (technically) Jacob. for those who can't count, that's NINE people. NINE. nearly ten! more than eight! oh, and if Rob comes, it's TEN. I won't even get into that. despite the large crowd, I am so excited. AND on top of our nearly completely FREE trip to Universal, WE ARE GONNA SEE HILLARY AND CHRISTINE. heeeeck yeeeeeeeaaaahhhh!

next exciting news, is that I will legitimately and legally miss an entire week of school next week because it is SPRING BREAK. wooo! speaking of school, got an A on a test today. heck yeah, I'm smart, go me.

less great news is that my GPA isn't high enough to qualify me for full rewards at Chestnut. which sucks....because that school is hella expensive. but, I'm wondering if I can bring it up enough to rectify that. also, I wanna see if taking summer courses at BCC will do me any good. so, I'm still optimistic on that front. I mean, I will be until they realize they're better off rejecting me. hahahah, just kidding.

even less great news is if I'm even gonna go to this one thousand and five mile away school. I feel bad about leaving people behind but...it's such a great opportunity. I'm so torn. my mom is pushing me to consider Florida schools but they're all SO lame. like, amazingly so. and despite my apprehension of going away for college, every time I think of things to do here next year during Fall term I can't help but think: I won't be here! which....is so exciting and frightening bundled into one.

graduation can't come any sooner. and, now, honestly, I'm glad I wrote this. getting my thoughts down is refreshing. kind of takes my worries off my chest. however, I won't review my past two weekends like I had planned, this is long enough and I'm too lazy. OH! and I got a 120 GB iPod Classic last week. I. Love. It.

there's a ton of things I want to do! LOTS OF THINGS. I want to go to a concert for Utada Hikaru this Friday; I want to see the movie Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind; I want to pass my midterms; I want a new MP3 player; I want to go to Universal with my friends and have an epic time; I want to go to college in a different state and not feel bad about it. I WANT, I WANT, I WANT.

so much to do so little time. I love my friends. I'm really happy right now but....school/college has been a real big emotional strain in my life. I've been crying a lot lately, and just generally strung out. it could just be my period coming, though. durh hurh. I hope it's just that, I hate feeling like an emotional train wreck.

I THINK WE SHOULD TAKE MORE VIDEOS OF OURSELVES WHEN WE'RE HANGING OUT.

whoa, I'm postin' pictures? THAT'S JUST CRAZY!



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SO, yesterday was an epic adventure.
We all got together (DJ, Grim, Marley, Brian, Erin, Simi and Rob) and headed to the Morikami gardens in Boca for their anniversary. One thing lead to another leaving our car to be late and thusly resulting in us getting rained on. But that was okay, a little rain never hurt anyone. So, the anniversary was all anime and nerdy but that was okay. We just hung out and dodged rain storms and generally had a good time making fun of the dorks. Then, after another series of events Rob's car wouldn't start. So, we hung out with them in the cars having a SILLY time about it. Finally, Rob's parents came to jump the car it started and then we were off again. This time to lunch around fourish. We had our usual argument about where to eat at this too expensive place Erin suggested. Some were for Fridays (which I hate, so that sucked) and others for Japanese. DJ told us about this cheap sushi place near him so we decided to go there. IT WAS AWESOME. The food was great and cheap so we had a great time there. Then we went to DJ's to hang out until I left, a walk to Seven Elven for slushies in between that.

Today has been laaazy. Next week I've got midterms. It looks like it's gonna rain, again. There's no one I'm completely honest with and I hate myself for it. I also want to move out of my house as soon as possible more than I ever have ever. Sometimes when I think about my future I think I'm not going to be doing what I want to do.

So, Superman has gotten his own viral? Some how a bit less exciting in comparison to TDK's but one nonetheless:

http://www.jimmystruth2power.com/
http://www.dailyplanetspecialedition.com/default.htm
http://www.clawshunindustries.com/
http://www.seetheride.com/
http://www.lexcorpinternational.com/
http://www.lexcorpinternational.com/security/

Joker changing crime in the city forever < Lex Luthor messing with some roller coasters

I like how Clark is bolded in Jimmy's blog. He's not very good at trying to take down multimillion dollar industries run by psychotic loons when he's got his and his friend's names all over the site.

In other news, I reserved my copy of Resident Evil 5 and bought Star Ocean 4. YAY. Despite how boring it is playing these games by myself is, I'm still happy I got them at all. AND, OMG! I got the "Special Edition" of RE5 so that means I get a ton of unnecessary shit! Like a messenger bag and keychains. Heck yeeeeeeahhh!

so, I've totally been watching way too much Gordon Ramsay on TV. it's obscene. I'm dreaming about him, with his affinity for saying the f-word and his fifteen shoe-size feet yelling at me. it needs to stop. I've traded out Kitchen Nightmares and the F-Word for Spongebob it seems. alas.

anyway, I hate updating this thing with a headache and a bad mood since all I ever do on this is bitch but that's how it goes. we've managed to lost the dvd case for a rental movie from blockbuster. it is seriously not in this fucking house. if we don't find it tonight we own it and I do not want to own it. I was also SO CLOSE to getting a new video game FINALLY after, like, a year. I want the new Star Ocean.

speaking of videjuegos, the new Resident Evil comes out on March 13. I'd be lying to say that I am not shitting myself in excitement. I probably won't ever get the game, only be able to rent it in three months after it's been released because they'll only have one copy at blockbuster. boo, hoo. more about the plot of it, I am not sure I like where they're going with RE. what happened too the good ol' T-virus infected zombies? now they're all weird not T-virus zombies. these new ones remind me more of the rage-variety zombies from 28 Days later. they don't seem to be of the undead variety. shame. at least Chris will be nice. heard the gameplay was deadly, though. can't wait. & WHOA, black guy character?! branching out there, Capcom!

in other much dorkier news, watching Batman the Brave and the Bold is just asking for me being a dork. seriously. it's embarrassing. mostly because the voice actor of Green Arrow is the va of Leonardo in the TMNT movie, which means he's also the voice of Tidus. yeah. then, Blue Beetle's voice actor is formerly Terry of Batman Beyond. yeah. so, mostly, I just giggle a lot. the show itself is okay, I only watch it to be a dork. the dialogue is really, really blocky. for Batman mostly, I think Arrow and Beetle dialogue runs smooth but...Batman's gruff, monotone voice dealing out lines like "no, but it will ring yours *PUNCH!*" in response to "this won't ring a bell" just...sounds so...forced. I feel sorry for old Bats. also...I miss Superman way, way, WAY too much. there seems to be such a hole in Batman's life without him. I'm such a dork.

Alarm rings at 6:30. I hit snooze until 6:50. Get up, go to the bathroom: pee, brush hair, grab any article of clothing that may be in there I wanna wear, deodorize. Leave bathroom, go into room and get dressed. Go to kitchen, start making cocoa and scrounge for food if I'm not too lazy that morning. Take cocoa and go around house making sure my backpack is packed. Leave for school.

today I made spaghetti for dinner. my parents seemed to have liked it! I did. I like cooking, actually rather a lot.

I had things to say but....don't have the energy any longer.